WHY WON'T THIS CRUSH GO AWAY?!?

Ok so me and Pate didn't go to a movie on Saturday. We just went to lunch at Panda Express. Which was good cuz I love that place. We didn't get to hang out for very long cuz he had singing practice at 1. But it was fun anyway. We talked for a little while and he told me stories about his little brothers and sisters. OMG they are so cute. When I went to pick him up for our date on Saturday one of his sisters told him that he needed his mom there to do his hair cuz he didn't know how to make it look good. HAHA HAHAHA! it was so funny. Anyways after we went to lunch we went to wal-mart to see my mom. It was a good hang out...i guess it really wasn't a date. but yea. I was kinda depressed and sad after I took him home though becuz usually he will hold my hand or put his arm around me but he didn't at all on Saturday. It was kinda weird. :-[ oh well I like him alot but right now I'm cool with just friends. Today he asked me if I would take him to work cuz he needed a ride so I told him yea I would take him and on the way to take him to work he was asking me about school and graduation and he asked if I was going to go to college and all of these other questions about school. It was kinda cute cuz in Tonga, school isn't really important so he never really went to school and he told me how next year he is going to get his GED and he said how he wishes that he could've grown up in America or at least went to school. :-) He's really cute. But anyways I gotta go my brothers are fighting. Peace out!!

I'm So Excited and I Just Can't Hide It!!!

Oh Snap...guess what????? :-) :-] I'm so excited becuz Pate asked me to hang out on Saturday morning before I go to work!!! Yay Yay! He said he will take me to a movie...but you know that I will keep you updated. But yea I'm so excited...I could just scream...AHHHH! haha! :-) Anyways peace out I will update you later. hehe

HAPPY NEW YEARS!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR! Well Christmas was good and New Years was even better. I'm happy that I'm here and alive and living a good life...most of the time. Anyways New Years Eve was absolutely wonderful! I went shopping, ate dinner and rang in the New Year with my grandparents and my aunt Jill, Luinda, Jason, Chad, and all of their kids. It was so much fun. But to top it all off I had the perfect ending to a new year when I got to see Pate! I didn't get a new years kiss :-( but I got a hug which was good enough. Haha. It was a good night. Although I really wish that my 2 week vacation from school didn't go by so fast but oh well that's life.



For the New Year I only want a few things to happen. I want to graduate, I want my mom to be happy, I want my brothers to be happy, I want all of my family including cuzins aunts and uncles to be happy and healthy. But most of all I want to start my own life. It probably won't happen until next year but I want to start a life of my own. And last but not least I hope this year is drama free! A little drama is ok...I just don't want to be sad most of this year...I want to be happy and enjoy life. I hope everyone had good a good holiday season and I hope this next year is a better one! :-) Love ya!

OH SNAP!! I almost fell!!

With the snow falling everywhere and it being so cold outside there is so much ice!!! aHHH it's crazy!! Well I was at Pate's house before I took him to work yesterday and I was walking down their front porch stairs and slipped and almost fell on my butt!! I started cracking up laughing and he was like "are you serious? there should be salt on that!" So I was still laughing and I said "yeah who's house is this??" HAHAHAHA it was so funny. Well then when we were at Wal-Mart we were outside with his mom and he pretended like he was going to slip and fall and he said "mom I will fall and Wal-Mart will have to give me all their money." And so then I said "oh yea I almost fell at your house and I was invited so I should sue you!" and his mom laughed her butt off and said "you don't want to sue his broke ass! You wouldn't get much!" So then Pate said to me "well if you sue me then that means that you won't love me anymore." and he frowned. OMG it was so cute you just had to be there. HAHA Anyways be careful this holiday season and try not to slip and fall...especially in front of cute boys ;-)

What does the word "LOVE" mean????

oK so yesterday (tuesday) I took Pate to work and before he went to work we both went to Wal-Mart to see his mom and my mom. Well we had so much fun and we laughed and talked and it was just so great and special. Well then when we got to his work parking lot and I was getting ready to drop him off by the door before he got out of my car he said "thanks I will call you later." So then I smiled and said "ok have a good night at work" Then he gave me a hug and said " I love you!" OMG I was so shocked and I didn't know what to think of it because I don't know how he meant it and...I'm so confused. :-S Ahh he probably thinks I'm the biggest idiot ever. Anyways I need help to understand this cuz I like him alot and I know he obviously likes me because he has told me. Hehe ;-) Anyways I gotta go! Love ya!!

Let it Snow!!

THE SNOW IS FINALLY HERE!! It snowed all day yesterday and it's freezing!! But it's way pretty outside. Anways I hope that the snow season doesn't last forever like last year. I want the snow to be gone and melted by the middle of February. Last year it still snowed in like March. Uggh. Anyways...I remember when I was in like elementary school and at recess we would build snowmen and then the older kids would go out and ruin them. Or there was this one time when a bunch of kids in my class made this HUGE snowball and we rolled it forever. It took like 10 of us to push it!! Man I wish I could go back to elementary...well kinda...haha!

Teenager Love

oK I know it's been a while since I've updated all of you on my crazy Crush...Pate!! hehe... Ok well we went to a movie the Sunday after thanksgiving and it was a blast. And since then I sometimes take him to work. Well last night I was going to get him from work since it was Friday and he was getting off at 1 a.m. Well then he texted me while I was at work and told me he was getting off at 11:15 instead. So I was way happy. Well then we went to his house and his mom and dad and 2 of his aunts were there. OMG they are so funny. Haha I was cracking up all night long. Well my mom came with me to his house and so it was a nice little party. We danced like all night long and then he was tired and so we left. Besides my mom had to work early this morning anyway. So we got home like at 3 and then that crazy fool came to my house at 7 cuz he said he wanted to see me. Haha I felt special but I was kinda mad cuz he woke me up. But it's ok cuz then we took a nap on his couch for like an hour then I came home and now I'm writing this blog. :-) He is so cute. Ha ha I have to tell you a funny story. It started snowing when we were at his house this morning and he hasn't been around snow all that much so he was like freezing and I was cold too but it was funny to watch him shiver cuz he told me that it would be warm when the snow came. Haha Pate I told you it would be cold. Anyways. I will have to update some more later. I have to sadly go get ready for work. Peace out :-)