Should I be happy or should I be making my mom happy???????????????

OMG I'M SO SICK OF THE DRAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok so u know how Sela hooked me and Nano up??? Well now her and my mom totally are making everything worse. I fell in love with Nano and now they are both telling me not to talk to him or see him ever again. And it's so hard cuz I really like Nano and I feel so comfortable around him. Me and him talk about everything and he never judges me or makes fun of me. Well Sela and my mom (by the way sela is pate's mom) well they texted Nano from my phone and told him to find another girl and to forget about me cuz we can't be together and told him that I didn't want to be with him and all this other stupid crap. Well then after they did that I texted Nano and told him that it wasn't me it was my mom and sela. and he said that he already knew it wasn't me and he said that even if I didn't want to be with him he wouldn't find another girl cuz he only wants me and he will always look for me. Well then my mom found out that I talked to him and now she is even more mad at me and she is tracking my every move. She keeps telling my brothers that I'm a waste of her money and she thought that I was better than her but she was wrong about me the whole time and blah blah blah blah!!!! It makes me so upset....OMG i can't believe that I'm crying rite now just writing this....but it makes me mad cuz my mom always tells me and yells at me when i make a comment about her spending alot of time with arturo. she tells me that she deserves to be happy too and she wants someone in her life, and that she doesn't want to be alone. Well don't i deserve the same rights??? I ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS make sure my brothers are taken care of before i ever go out with friends. ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!! and my mom thinks that i don't care about anything anymore which is totally not true. I know I'm only 17 and I don't know what true love is yet...BUT when I'm with Nano I always feel safe, I always feel comfortable, and I'm ALWAYS happy. I'm not planning a wedding with him yet...I just want to have him in my life. He makes me happy and I love being around him and his family. He always invites me to all of his family BBQs and his family is so nice to me. I've been more happy and comfortable around Nano, than I ever was with Pate. And me and Nano are alot alike. We have alot of the same wants in life. Like I was telling him how I want a Escalade and a big house and he wants a big house too and he hopes he can get a scholarship to play football at University of Utah. Rite now he plays for the Utah Heat. I've never been to any of his games cuz my mom won't let me go. And now she won't even let me talk to him at all. UUUUGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so freakin' irritated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well peace out for now I'm gonna go to bed!