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Thursday, April 16, 2009
Should I be happy or should I be making my mom happy???????????????
OMG I'M SO SICK OF THE DRAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok so u know how Sela hooked me and Nano up??? Well now her and my mom totally are making everything worse. I fell in love with Nano and now they are both telling me not to talk to him or see him ever again. And it's so hard cuz I really like Nano and I feel so comfortable around him. Me and him talk about everything and he never judges me or makes fun of me. Well Sela and my mom (by the way sela is pate's mom) well they texted Nano from my phone and told him to find another girl and to forget about me cuz we can't be together and told him that I didn't want to be with him and all this other stupid crap. Well then after they did that I texted Nano and told him that it wasn't me it was my mom and sela. and he said that he already knew it wasn't me and he said that even if I didn't want to be with him he wouldn't find another girl cuz he only wants me and he will always look for me. Well then my mom found out that I talked to him and now she is even more mad at me and she is tracking my every move. She keeps telling my brothers that I'm a waste of her money and she thought that I was better than her but she was wrong about me the whole time and blah blah blah blah!!!! It makes me so upset....OMG i can't believe that I'm crying rite now just writing this....but it makes me mad cuz my mom always tells me and yells at me when i make a comment about her spending alot of time with arturo. she tells me that she deserves to be happy too and she wants someone in her life, and that she doesn't want to be alone. Well don't i deserve the same rights??? I ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS make sure my brothers are taken care of before i ever go out with friends. ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!! and my mom thinks that i don't care about anything anymore which is totally not true. I know I'm only 17 and I don't know what true love is yet...BUT when I'm with Nano I always feel safe, I always feel comfortable, and I'm ALWAYS happy. I'm not planning a wedding with him yet...I just want to have him in my life. He makes me happy and I love being around him and his family. He always invites me to all of his family BBQs and his family is so nice to me. I've been more happy and comfortable around Nano, than I ever was with Pate. And me and Nano are alot alike. We have alot of the same wants in life. Like I was telling him how I want a Escalade and a big house and he wants a big house too and he hopes he can get a scholarship to play football at University of Utah. Rite now he plays for the Utah Heat. I've never been to any of his games cuz my mom won't let me go. And now she won't even let me talk to him at all. UUUUGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so freakin' irritated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well peace out for now I'm gonna go to bed!
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3 comments:
Trina you should be happy but you need to realize too that your schooling needs to come first. You have made it this far without screwing up any classes until this past few months, and now all of a sudden you might not graduate. Your mom sees you acting and doing stuff that she did and she doesn't want you to be like her. You need to put your education first and then worry about your relationship with Nano. If you are meant to be together he will still be there when you finish school.
Maybe she would let you see him and date him if you weren't skipping classes and failing them. You have come this far already with you dreams and what you want in life and now all of a sudden that stuff doesn't matter to you anymore.
I love you and you deserve to be happy but seeing you last night you don't look happy!!! You are trapped in unhappiness right now and the only way to fix that is to get your life back on track!! You have always had a level head and you have always known what you want and how to make it happen.
I'm not saying that you can't have a boyfriend but if you can't keep your schooling in tact and juggle work and a boyfriend all at the same time. Maybe you should hold off until after graduation. You have been so excited about your New York trip and I want to see that still happen for you!!
Please don't get mad at me for sounding motherly but I have helped take care of you since you were born and I love you like you are one of my own. I just don't want you to miss out on your granduation. That only happens once and it will mean the world to you to walk down that isle with all of your classmates to get your diploma. I have had a niece and a nephew who didn't graduate one finally got their GED but the other one is still jobless cause no one will hire him without a diploma.
So hard Lady. I love you and I pray for you!
I know you don't want to hear this but I second everything Michelle wrote. Just focus on graduating right now. You can still do it even if it takes the summer. You have the same dreams of getting an escelade and a big house but how do you expect to get that if you aren't focusing on school. You know if this were one of your brothers in your situation you would be giving the same advice. Just know that we all love you and want the best for you and we know from experience what it takes to be happy. Love you!
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